I Did This to Myself

from Too Late; Doesn't Matter by Dearheart

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I open my eyes and see the world's not nearly as bright without you
And I've been feeling even more heart sick than I have ever been
Because you’re my best life
I’ve only come to understand it
and now all of my dreams don’t hold the same weight as before
Because you’re missing

How much longer til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself

When our eyes were still meeting
I had it all but I threw it down a wishing well
to find answers
Now deep sighs live within me
I haven't felt all that well since you went away
Come and cure me

How much longer til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself

Because when I think about the things that always got in our way
I dug down and I found that it was all my fault
Now nothing matters anymore since I don't have you with me
So come on now, come on now

How much longer til the fever ends?
Because I'm starting to think I might be breaking it
And when I wake will you be around still?
I'm trying, I'm trying to get well
I'm trying to break these habits in myself

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from Too Late; Doesn't Matter, released August 10, 2018

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Dearheart is a post-emo rock band based in Seattle, WA.

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